Ultimately, nobody gives a robust reply like God. So, I hope you learn to let go and let God. There are some situations you must allow God to step in because only Him understands what you may be going through. He sees you, He understands your pain, God acknowledges your genuine heart, and He is going to show up for you if you let Him.
Be proud of how you’ve handled the year so far. Frankly speaking, nothing could have prepared us for 2020. However, look at you! You have made it so far; Celebrate your relentless self, celebrate your strength!!!
In case you are wondering if it’s okay to let God know how you feel, look at David from the Bible. The book of Psalms reveals to us that he was brutally honest in his relationship with God. He expressed all his emotions to God, both the highs and the lows.